I hope he will comfort me during my wretchedness. When I am frail and I feel like my world is about to collapse. Without him thinking that I am weak.
I hope he will see the light in my eyes when I gaze at him; the way my eyes used to lit up when I looked at you.
I hope he will hold my hand when I feel cold. Or when I am anxious. Or just simply he will hold my hand because he doesn’t want to let me go.
I hope he will close his eyes when he kisses me. Feel the magic in my lips and gallop in spark with every breath I make.
I hope he will tell me goodnight. Ask how my day was and will not let me sleep knowing I feel unwanted.
I hope he will give me the assurance of how much he loves me whenever I feel jealous or whenever i feel my insecurities. That I am irreplaceable even though there a lot of girls who are much prettier than me.
I hope he will check on me when I am alone. When I feel lonely and when I feel no one is around to give me warmth.
I hope he will wipe my tears away. Choose me without dividing my good parts and my ugly ones. Choose me every single day.
I hope he will appreciates me. The kind of person that I am. Because I am more than enough.
I hope he will know how to listen. When I am in a bad mood and would just like to rant. He will not be mad because I am mad. Instead he will lend an ear and assure me that everything will be all right.
I hope he will make time for me. Put an effort to include me in his list of priorities. That he would actually go out of his way just to spend a moment with me and make sure that I am fine.
I hope he will stay when times get rough. When it’s not only convenient. Because he really wants me in his life.
I hope he will understand that I am flawed. I may be imperfect and needy at times, but I am so worthy of love because I give so much of it, too.
I hope he will help me understand myself. Help me find answers to my “why’s” and actually enjoy every minute of it without having to make me feel like it’s a chore.
I hope he will feel my excitement when I talk about him. Like the sun rises and sets in his eyes. Like he is the only thing that matters to me.
I hope he will love me exactly just the way I am. Not just because I am simply beautiful, but because I am me… Just like how I wanted you to love me.
